May be.. That is how it goes..!!!

Its 2 am or probably late in the night, sometimes even 4am… and it strikes to my mind that I should go to bed now… lets stop the series here and I am gonna continue it tomoro morning… And next day I wake up at 11am or so.. even though not wanting to get out of my bed…first thing I’d do is check my mobile for forwards or any plans for that day or any missed cals.. :D :D then  Peep into the pooja room/ kitchen wondering what mommy is doing… Ask for a cup of coffee even before I m done with brushing… or sometimes breakfast which is nothing but corn flakes with loads of sugar.. :D :D Open up my desktop with loud music.. brush still in my hands/mouth(at times) and browse facebook updates. Mom ready with the cup of coffee which I asked for, yells at me, to finish my brushing and gonna threaten that she’s gonna complain to daddy… while I give a big GRIN… :D :D

And when the food is ready in the noon.. Go pounce on it, eat a hearty meal… Now the interesting part is the afternoon schedule.. Either it is gonna be go back to sleep again… :D :D or watch FRIENDS tv series.. or any movie.. or go to a theatre if there was new movie playing in the theatre( only if Rohit was ready for movie.. :D :D) and evening… it’s the pani  puri time or any other hangouts depending on that day’s mood and friends available :D :D If hari Krishna is the winner among my friends we used to go to Domino’s… and then browse facebook again.. :D :D If dad’s about to reach home.. ok.. everything bandh… that is when I text people chupa chupi… :D :D and then eat dinner… and start watching tv series/movie again until 2 am or sometimes do the multi tasking, speak with friends late nights…!!!

Pheww… this was my life… last Fall..!!! Exactly…!!! If only one looks closer… Bottom line is.. I was bewaarse… The golden days :D :D I had, ever since I passed out from engineering… til I was here for Masters, earlier this year!! Okay, ofcourse… I was busy wit Master’s preparation, but that’s apart..!!!

Things changed rapidly from last fall to this fall..!!! When I wake up in the morning.. (Damn.. as soon as I started writing this line.. tears start rolling..) Yea… As soon as I wake up, Ofcourse.. its not at 11am in the first place.. I don’t have my mom around to peep as to know what she is doin… No breakfast/ coffee to ask for. Instead, I sometimes give her a call at that time.. No phursat in browsing facebook or wait until somebody cook lunch.. As soon as it is 7am in the morning, I rush to work.. or some days its 2pm in the noon!!! No time to be bewaarse any more :D :D Exams.. Assignments.. Classes.. Work.. Cooking and day to day errands..!!! I have to wait for a particular day to have a look at tv series.. ( though I watch them every Monday and Thursday night… :P :P) but its tough to manage in this schedule…!!!

All I can think of is… How the days change so rapidly..?? 

That is not all of it!!! As every day passes by, that is how much we keep getting older…!!! Jus about 5-6 years ago… Life was so different! We, my family… I would come from college.. my sis, dad, bro from work… Have a chat for a while.. Eat dinner together..!!! I have a chat session after dinner with sis and bro… Some times its not just a chat but silly fights as well.. J J

Look at us now, My sis is in Uk, Bro in Kurnool and Myself in Cleveland..!!

At a point of time, my bro and sis used to fight on favorite heroes. That would eventually end up with them not speaking for atleast a week.. ha ha ha..!! J It now seems so silly… Doesn’t it ??

Its so different now! Though hearts are connected together, priorities do change! You get a family of yours. Your day-day errands! Though even that is not one wants, it goes that way..! Ofcourse, one can live with it, but it certainly hurts when the moments you lived by flashes right infront of your eyes..! Atleast, I miss those days..!! Very very badly..!!

Not that I complain, I don’t say things are bad.. But still, it was so good then and now completely it’s a different phase… Lol.. I prefer living all by myself these days.!! I seriously dono wat’s wrong wit me.. :D :D

May be as Harsha Balam said.. This is the phase of life, where we grow up..!! May be that is how it is meant to be.!! Anyways, I chose this.. I’d live with it.. rather complain for no reason..!! J

Anyways, this is a part of life’s game..!! Life teaches us what it has to at every particular stage. That is how I feel from my perception.!! Expecting every day to be the same is just foolishness I think.. For every single day has something in store for us..!!

But what ever it is…!! Living the life to the fullest is the best one can do..!! It is in our hands to architect the moments the way we want..!! J That is one such thing which is good…!! J

Um..!! Yea.. Life, is indeed Wonderful..!! J Ofcourse.. Ups and downs are sure part of it..!!

Thanks for reading through…

This one is totally dedicated to my bro-in-law...!!! Its his Birthday..!!! October 1st...!!! :)
Happy Birthday Baavagaru..!!! :) :)

Yours..

Dev..!! J

This was not supposed to be following the previous one.. but wanted to put the thoughts which are over-riding me from past few days..!! J