A Random One.... :)
Well... This post is just gonna be for myself..!!! :) Probably i aint even gonna let people know that i have written this one..!!!
Have too many thoughts in my mind..!!! I aint sure which one do i have to pick up and write on it..!!! But let this one be a random one.. I m jus clearing out space from my brain for which it is stacked up...
This is the phase of my life... which is goin on very slow.. Totally become a workaholic freak.. may be this is jus normal to many of them but since it is my first time.. i feel it a bit different and stressed out..!!!
I spend.. as a matter of fact.. spending my days together..(may be from a month...) doin nothing but jus at work..!!! I had the plan of learning spanish.. but did tat jus for a day..!! i seem like i m no more interested in it..!!! Though i had the time of my life at Cedar point last week... and then my birthday as well.. i feel like they have been like few months ago...!!! Time to time i create space for fun.. but something at a corner of my heart is craving for PEACE....!!! I have some kind of.. un expressible stuff.. i dont even cal it a pain... but dono wat it is.. but something is pestering me for sure...!!! I kno.. i need to over come it..!!!
I keep on thinking.. wat's it gonna be in a year and a half.. and down the line after 3-4 years...!!! Where am i gonna land?
I am spending the time jus the way it is taking me.. I am hardly at home.. I wake up.. get to work.. have lunch.. and then get back to work again... come back.. have dinner.. sleep and then comes the cycle again.. If i skip sleep and try doin something its gonna make me even more stressed out... but at the same.. I cannot jus stay back doin nothing.. for which i wanna earn green bucks..(as my friend said..) uff... but the best part is... i try staying active al the time... i enjoy music time to time... specially ARR's... and these days... its Zindagi Naa Milegi Dobaaraa... the music of it is taking me on to a roller coaster..!!! Specially Paint it red song.. Dil Dhadakne Do and Senorita...!!! It is this line from the trailer which grabbed my attention... Hrithik says to Katrina.. Mera Zindagi toh ab tak bandh dibbe mein hota tha (or jaise rehtha tha...) Katrina gives a super reply... Aadmi ko Bandh dibbe mein tab hona chahiye jab woh is duniya mein nahin hain...!!! Amazing... Credit goes to who-so-ever has written it...!! That reminded me of jus one thing... You Live only ONCE...!!! :) Live it to the fullest..!!! :)
That's pretty much of it...!!! Speaking of music.. i m totally in love wit 180 album... loved all the tracks..!! :)
I jus look back at my life... from the moment i stepped in USA... My first day... I first landed at Chicago Airport.. and then another flight brought me here.. I was so.. U kno.. more of like in a shell... know nothing... but eventually... I feel like.. I grew up..!! Now that i am Strong enough.. not physically though.. :P but.. I have an Independence.. which is visible to me.. and so is the responsibility..!! it is time... you take decisions... rather than.. ask people...!!! It is at this phase of life... You are gonna be who you are.. Its your identity which makes you unique among the pile...!!!
Its been like.. Six months.. away from my family..!!! Yet.. I still miss them.. at the same time.. I feel like.. I have explored a little of me in these 6 months.. Miss my Nephew, Sis and Bro in law... :)
So.. tat is how i m doin these days...!!! :) May be i can say... Its time i start enjoying my work.. atleast taking it tat way should make me feel any better... Music is wit me.. my best companion... And So is my love for Dance...!!! I keep doin it often these days.. Enjoying the dance numbers of Pitbull.. Britney.. J-LO.. and rap of busta rhymes.. and jeremeih and 50 cents...!!! :)
I have this quest of learning new stuff... but... I need to pick up on it...!!! :)
So.. that is it from this post of mine...
I still say.. Life is Beautiful..!!! :) It is jus the way u take it..!! :)
Hopefully... I am gonna rite something interesting in my next post..!!!
If anybody by chance has read this.. thanks a lot..!!! :)
Yours..
Dev..!! :)
Have too many thoughts in my mind..!!! I aint sure which one do i have to pick up and write on it..!!! But let this one be a random one.. I m jus clearing out space from my brain for which it is stacked up...
This is the phase of my life... which is goin on very slow.. Totally become a workaholic freak.. may be this is jus normal to many of them but since it is my first time.. i feel it a bit different and stressed out..!!!
I spend.. as a matter of fact.. spending my days together..(may be from a month...) doin nothing but jus at work..!!! I had the plan of learning spanish.. but did tat jus for a day..!! i seem like i m no more interested in it..!!! Though i had the time of my life at Cedar point last week... and then my birthday as well.. i feel like they have been like few months ago...!!! Time to time i create space for fun.. but something at a corner of my heart is craving for PEACE....!!! I have some kind of.. un expressible stuff.. i dont even cal it a pain... but dono wat it is.. but something is pestering me for sure...!!! I kno.. i need to over come it..!!!
I keep on thinking.. wat's it gonna be in a year and a half.. and down the line after 3-4 years...!!! Where am i gonna land?
I am spending the time jus the way it is taking me.. I am hardly at home.. I wake up.. get to work.. have lunch.. and then get back to work again... come back.. have dinner.. sleep and then comes the cycle again.. If i skip sleep and try doin something its gonna make me even more stressed out... but at the same.. I cannot jus stay back doin nothing.. for which i wanna earn green bucks..(as my friend said..) uff... but the best part is... i try staying active al the time... i enjoy music time to time... specially ARR's... and these days... its Zindagi Naa Milegi Dobaaraa... the music of it is taking me on to a roller coaster..!!! Specially Paint it red song.. Dil Dhadakne Do and Senorita...!!! It is this line from the trailer which grabbed my attention... Hrithik says to Katrina.. Mera Zindagi toh ab tak bandh dibbe mein hota tha (or jaise rehtha tha...) Katrina gives a super reply... Aadmi ko Bandh dibbe mein tab hona chahiye jab woh is duniya mein nahin hain...!!! Amazing... Credit goes to who-so-ever has written it...!! That reminded me of jus one thing... You Live only ONCE...!!! :) Live it to the fullest..!!! :)
That's pretty much of it...!!! Speaking of music.. i m totally in love wit 180 album... loved all the tracks..!! :)
I jus look back at my life... from the moment i stepped in USA... My first day... I first landed at Chicago Airport.. and then another flight brought me here.. I was so.. U kno.. more of like in a shell... know nothing... but eventually... I feel like.. I grew up..!! Now that i am Strong enough.. not physically though.. :P but.. I have an Independence.. which is visible to me.. and so is the responsibility..!! it is time... you take decisions... rather than.. ask people...!!! It is at this phase of life... You are gonna be who you are.. Its your identity which makes you unique among the pile...!!!
Its been like.. Six months.. away from my family..!!! Yet.. I still miss them.. at the same time.. I feel like.. I have explored a little of me in these 6 months.. Miss my Nephew, Sis and Bro in law... :)
So.. tat is how i m doin these days...!!! :) May be i can say... Its time i start enjoying my work.. atleast taking it tat way should make me feel any better... Music is wit me.. my best companion... And So is my love for Dance...!!! I keep doin it often these days.. Enjoying the dance numbers of Pitbull.. Britney.. J-LO.. and rap of busta rhymes.. and jeremeih and 50 cents...!!! :)
I have this quest of learning new stuff... but... I need to pick up on it...!!! :)
So.. that is it from this post of mine...
I still say.. Life is Beautiful..!!! :) It is jus the way u take it..!! :)
Hopefully... I am gonna rite something interesting in my next post..!!!
If anybody by chance has read this.. thanks a lot..!!! :)
Yours..
Dev..!! :)
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